I found a picture of Nevaeh's first smile. Now that's a smile! She looks so fresh and new yet so much like an old man.

I miss that age though. I never thought something as simple as a smile would be so precious and exciting. Now adays a certain smile from Nevaeh can be scary and suspicious.

Back then I remember wishing she wouldn't sleep so damned much so I could stare into her eye balls. Now I am relieved when bedtime comes and goes ending with a sleeping baby and minimal struggling.

Nowadays I get excited over the sound of turds hitting water instead of having to scrape turds out of little girl undies and dry morning because I hate laundry and having to scrub her matress with cat piss spray.

Aint she cuuuuuute!!!!!